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日子一天一天的逼近
时间一分一秒的过去
在过多久就将面临人生中最大的考试
我 尽最大的努力了吗？

答案：没有

2 YAY things today.
YAY, i managed to pass my f&n :D despite getting a 7.5/30 for retest. thanks to my daily work and FI and practical..
YAY, i got 15/20 for chemistry. :D

but... i really think i dont deserve to pass my f&n.
and.. i think those who passed the retest should just get a 15/30 instead of higher marks, because.. after all. this is a retest. this is just not fair to those who pass the previous round..
although it is none of my business (since i also fail the test), i think.. yup. should be fair. they studied harder, and scored well for the first round.. and we were given a second chance which is unfair to them..
i would not mind if my 5.5 mark is used.. reason? because i deserved it, serve me right.

NOTE:/ just my personal remark. nothing is going to change, ya?

today cldds is really draggy. &i'm acting as the villagers, together with eliza, hao wei and yao dew.
we ended like 4+ and everyone was so hungry, because we started at 1.50pm, without lunch.

and i've so many lines to memorise+all the exaggerated actions+having to remember what other villagers are supposed to do so as to catch up..
well.. i'm going to be really busy.

WORST OF ALL
my flu is really serious right now, the cough's coming up &yet.. there's so many homework today!!! ))):
plus the chemistry test tmr.. argh ):

my bro got a reasonably good marks for his english yet his teacher is not pleased. he is so stressed up. luckily my father never scold him.. but i'm worried for his other papers..
anyway, his result is marvellous to me. at P6, i dont see myself getting such good marks for english.

ARGH all the stress everyone is adding on him
and ARGH everyone who says he is lousy.

seriously, i'm pissed with all of you. he is nothing, but a P6 kid+my brother.
dont harbour so much hope on him just because he is from the second class. he needs a break after being so tense up... ):

NOTE:/ i cant find anything related to lit work and... i'm going crazy. HOW?
to prevent me from keysiao, i need HELP!!
omg, f&n work, reading rites&i havent study chemistry test. HOW? ))):

random thoughts

我就在你转身的距离
但， 有什么用？
你 看不到，
我 眼中的泪水…